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About Me Member Deviant of Many Talents sibsmaster1319/Male/Australia Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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Depressed Once Again

Tue Oct 9, 2007, 4:46 AM
Why is it that i get depressed? I hate it. yet i am accustomed to it.

It seems i revert to games. drinking and take up smoking again wenever i get like this.

Probably cause i get dumped that given day.

oh well

Seems i have gotten over the one i loved with one i could of loved.

was gonna buy some flowers and drive to see her randomly on the weekend too


prob saved 100 dollars or more


considering im in debt


why me


now i dont know what to think



do girls just think of me as an object then once their bored they get rid of me?


cause thats the way it seems to be



the happy me happy..... the bored me depressed and lonely




well its been awhile since ive been on



i guess ill make some more depressing art and post it soon, but now i got a job.

guess its not meant to be


i wanted it to be, but when have i gotten anything i want



damn this sucks

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Rapid Hope Loss
  • Reading: Darkness Be My Friend
  • Watching: Air Gear
  • Playing: Depressing Piano Music
  • Eating: nothing at all
  • Drinking: Alcohol to Drain my sorrows

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  • Current Residence: Australia, Somwhere in the middle of it
  • Interests: Anime, Manga, Gaming, Life...... Maybe
  • Favourite movie: FMA Conquerer of Shamballa
  • Favourite band or musician: Dashboard Confessional, L'arc En Ciel, yoko takahashi
  • Favourite genre of music: Emo, Alternative, Jap, Piano
  • Favourite style of art: Manga
  • Operating System: Windows
  • MP3 player of choice: iAudio X5
  • Wallpaper of choice: Something Depressive
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy Series
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC
  • Personal Quote: To Each Their Own
  • Tools of the Trade: Mouse, Keyboard, Pencil, My Piano

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:iconsibsmaster13:
Ill have some more drawing etc posted once my download cap has reset so i can upload at normal speed.

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Signed Me/Myself/I
~~Sibsmaster13~~
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And i still cant upload properly Abandoned!?!?!

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Signed Me/Myself/I
~~Sibsmaster13~~
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uhm, hello! Welcome to devArt! :wave:
I hope you enjoy your stay and live a swell life.
If you need any help with problems, come to me, I'd be glad to help. : );; (If you don't mind me prying into your business, but your page is pretty blunt on your depression. ): )

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APH, when they cry, FMA fanatic.
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Why should i keep on staying, making an effort to show the ones i love how much i care, they jus stab me in the back or ignore me, thinking of moving, need to leave.


Hmmm go watch This Ugly Yet Beautiful World

Thanks Yoko Takahashi for writing this song

...Whisper "Goodbye" to this ugly world,
and adorn everything with crimson red wings.

So dirty that I can't help thinking they are lovely,
those people who breath on this earth.
I hate it so much that I want to embrace it,
the other me in front of the mirror, I'm looking at it.

And people, in order to hide their weakness,
they wounded someone kind.

Whisper "Goodbye" to this ugly world,
and dance with crimson red wings.
How about a passionate kiss, any number of times will do.
If you felt my restless heart,
then change once more...

I want protect it, but it wants to break.
Too transient because it is sad.
Even though it has no words, its small figure,
in order to live on, hides its strength.

If everything disappears and darkness comes,
I will still remember your scent.

Into the world of soft light,
Bury the loneliness into this burning hot chest.
Repeat the end and if we meet again,
let my foolish desire be caught,
please...

Whisper "Goodbye" to this ugly world,
and dance with crimson red wings.
Wave your hand "Goodbye" to this beautiful world,
The reason for the endless flow of tears,
tell me...

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